Monday, January 31, 2011

A Renewed Joy

I have had it in my head that I have to finish school to do the work God has called me to do.

Nursing.

But you see He told me last night that I've been doing it my whole life already. I didn't have to go to school for it, I just had to listen to Him with my Heart and do what He tells me.

The kind of nursing that I'm talking about is not the nursing of the physical body, but that of the spiritual and emotional body.

He has given me a heart of empathy, and it's really hard not to use it. *"It's part of my being in much the same way that a muscle is a part of my body." It's near impossible to ignore it.

He has given me new joy and passion for the calling He has given me

and I am so Excited!

So Excited I feel shaky, I can't wait to begin again.

* Esther Hoffman

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

My move

I am consumed by these, these things . . . called feelings.

They guide me.

They keep me warm and fuzzy on the inside.

They keep me safe.

They help me to understand.

And Confuse me beyond all belief.

My heart aches for you,

at the strangest times,

only sometimes,

and yet all the time.

Now, Yesterday, and I'm sure Forever!

I can't escape them, they are around every bend in the road,

and corner in the wall.

Just waiting,

waiting for me to move.

To move into you,

or be lost.

Either way it is a

Forever situation.